Last post from Braz...ops USA

No meu ultimo dia nos Eua resolvi postar a carta que entreguei para a minha host family.
Uma coisa que aprendi aqui eh TRUST NO ONE but yourself, entao decidi ser the big person e mandar uma carta de agradecimento, e mostrar que voce nao faz com o filho dos outros o que voce nao gostaria que fizessem com os seus filhos.
Eu poderia tambem falar do que to sentindo agora, mas acho que ja falei disso no post anterior.
e ai vai:

"Lyke’s,
First of all, I’m sorry if I  wasn’t the right aupair for you guys, I tried really hard to fit, and to be the boys’ friend and mentor.
In the beginning, it was really hard, for all of us, to understand each other, we had some rocks on our path together, it was my first time living with people that I had never seen in my life, and it was really hard on you, to have to deal with another “kid”, but eventually we got along, we became more the employer and employee.
You guys made my whole experience here so amazing, I learned so much about myself, you helped me to grow, and get stronger, you changed me, I see life on a whole different way right now, and it’s all thanks to you!
Brian, I have no comments about you, you were amazing to me, I know how hard it was for you to get those boys in the car and drive me to school, listening to all the bla bla bla in the car hahaha, you had never disrespect me in any way, you were always there when I needed you, exactly like a brother to me ( not a dad, cause you not that “old” hahaha), thank you, for real, thank you!
Michelle, I’m sorry for those times that I drove you crazy, thank you to open the door of your house to me, to try to make me feel comfortable and welcome, thank you for being my friend, my counseling and for being patient with all my mistakes.
Logan, dude…Seriously, we drove each other crazy!!!! But it was just because we cared about each other. You can be huge one day, just work on yourself, quit worry about what other people are doing, be good, share and care about your brothers, they will always be the ones that will be there for you no matter what. Relax a little bit, WORK HARD, PLAY HARDER!! Life is about be happy, not all the time, but 90% of it. Don’t be so hard on yourself, life is never the way that we want it to be. I learned a lot spending this year with you, I will always remember you, and hopefully you will remember some good stuff about me ( hopefully!)
Tyler, my God, you are the most amazing kid I ever met, you have an incredible heart, although you can be really handful haha, but I’m really proud of you, because you have the soul of a giant. Don’t change your personality, don’t change your heart, the world need people as good as you are. Keep working on yourself, be good to your parents, grow up and don’t let anyone tell you that you are not a big person, because you are. It was with you that I learned how to care about other people feelings, you changed me kiddo, for good. Thank you! I will miss you!
Ps: Quit playing the Wii!! Please!! Hahaha
Evan, oh man, you will always be my baby love, my goli golis, my Evis. I can’t even start to talk about you. 2 weeks from now, you won’t remember me anymore, but I will carry you on my heart forever. I loved you like my own brother since the beginning, and I’m leaving with my heart broken in a 1000 pieces cause of you. I will miss you so very much, you have no idea how important to me you are, someday I will see you on tv, and I’ll say that I was part of your life at least for a while. Thank you baby love, for accept me, and loved me. I just hope that one day I will see you again. ( I can’t stop to cry!!)
Nancy and Harlan thank you for let me be part of this family, for treating me as your granddaughter, I could never ask more than you guys gave to me, thank you for to care, to listen, to accept me, to like me and to make me feel more than welcome. I will never forget you guys, and Jeff!!!! Don’t let the Swedish girl ring the bell!!!! Hahaha
Well guys I’d like to thank all of you to host me during my year, to support and teach me about life.
I’m so happy and grateful for this experience, I can only say that I will never forget this year, I’ll never forget you guys. Thank you, thank you…a thousand times thank you!
I wish you all the best, success, happiness, faith and love.
Thank you again, and I’m sorry.
I love you all.
Kisses from your first aupair,
Natalia Oliveira
PS: You are more than welcome in Brazil!!"